frenchfriedmonkey

there’s something i’m addicted to and there’s no way it’s drugs i slip the headphones over my ears and feel myself fall in love. forgetting all my troubles and losing all my pain i feel the beat reverberate deep within my veins. the beat picks up the rhythm roars my blood is boiling screaming for more withdrawal symptoms addicted to lies and i cannot live without it, i cry. you can’t possibly know how it feels, this is more than love: it’s real. coming back to myself but i won’t let it go. this love is all i’ll ever know.

there's this friend that i have got who seems she likes me a lot and what good she does for me, making me laugh quite happily. i love whenever she's around, especially when we act like clowns. we play games like truth or dare. when we chicken out,we do not care. she's a good friend,better than the rest. closer than sisters,my friend's the best. she doesn't care if i'm right or wrong, that is why i write her this song. she never judged me,she's amazing that way. and her smiles brighten my darkest days. she will always pull me through. she's like my best-friend dream-come-true. she sometimes called me late at night and never on

finish the unfinished, do the undone. i'll fly higher,farther,faster, and i'll never come home.

my tongue longs to join the dance, the mindless steps,the memorization, the robotic regurgitation. how simple to just be everyone else, and i bite it back.the others call,"come,now,and dance! be happy in your lowliness, think not on your ignorance." i taste blood in my mouth and i cry for the chasm, and i watch how it grows. they on their side,and i on mine. my legs are itching to run, to jump,to close the gap, but my heart holds me back and i watch as they dance in perfect time. same steps,beat,feelings. my throat burns with the words my heart has written that my tongue can't comprehend while my brain scratches letters into my skull.with mas

we need to talk,yeah,you and me. cause i kind of want to leave,maybe. this house ain't big enough for me, and it's the world i want to see. but please don't start a-cryin' now, cause i can't see no way,no how, i could ever manage to breathe without you right here next to me.

i hate it when you control my life. i hate how you think you're always right. you don't know what's best for me, because you don't even know me. my thoughts,my feelings, they're not yours. and you'll never understand. so give it up and let's move on. i'm just waiting to get away. away from life,away from here, away from you. all you give me is anger. pent-in,bottled-up, until i bust. i have to scream. i have to run. i have to leave. i hate who you are. but i can't stop loving you. and i hate how that makes it worse. let me live,please, let me breathe. smother,choke,strangle,hold. let me speak,please, let me love. hatred,anger,battles l

--cause i can’t take it, i’m falling apart, can’t find the end because i won’t start to work it out, won’t make things better tired of your constant strains, chains, fetters that won’t go away for you won’t stop i’m ready to break free, run ‘til i drop--